Beyond Tomorrow

Every single entrance Is nothing short of elegance With skin as soft as rose petals You deserve every reward, every medal With your award winning smile You can make a man run wild The personality that runs deep behind your beautiful brown eyes Compliments an intelligence that runs further than the deep blue skies Behind the surface of your soft brown skin Holds a heart filled with sweet compassion Your beauty is matchless by any creation God made you in his image and you are PERFECTION

We only show what we want to be seen But under the surface is a whole new scene Covering every bit you can from the public eye Reaching, looking, and calling to the sky For help, for comfort, for stability Wishing, hoping, praying that this is not your reality.

The feeling of cold metal on your warm flesh Seems like it would be the best Way to deal with all of your pain So you do this cause you have nothing to lose or gain Blood Rushes to the tops of your fingers Pours to the ground as the stain lingers A flash of red And next, you're dead

Creeping up on you without notice or reason Changing as quickly as the seasons Happiness seems to be a distant, unattainable dream A lost cause like a needle in a seam

Never again will you open up Cause in the end you just get fucked Never again will you share Cause you know no one really cares Never again will you cry Cause you would much rather die Never again will you feel this pain Cause from it, there is nothing to gain Never again. Never ever again.

Not a care in the world, being happy and free Worrying not, but  a scraped knee Stress was nonexistent  And with candy you were persistent  Now you feel alone, so alone in this room Finding no comfort, wishing to find someone soon

Tears flow from your eyes Silent, so no one can hear your cries Tears of joy or those of pain Cutting deep, no tear in vain Dark clouds roll in your direction But yet you seek no protection Protection from the clouds that are above you Or from the people who are among you

The burning scars Left upon your arms Are just proof to others That you have no shield to cover But to you it's more Trying to even the score Trying to win this war It can't and won't be won Not until you have said it is done

The stains of tears Are left vibrant and clear The scars that show It's clear you want to go Onto another life and leave here The stains of tears Are left vibrant and clear

These imperfection make me who I am If you don't like them, you just won't understand That I'm human just like you and I can't be everything that you want me to I am only human I'm not multiple people; just one

I seem to be the type of friend that nobody wants, but everybody needs You always come to me with your cries and your pleads You'll call in a split second when something is amiss But to chill or hang out, I get dissed I'm the pillow you cry into when you're down But when I need you, you're nowhere to be found I'm not a planet, and you're not the sun You must realize that you're not the only one

Falling fast hoping you land on you feet Nothing goes right so you admit defeat Cause giving up is all you know But keep trying, don't say no Push forward until the race is won Go until nothing more can be done Give them your best And nothing less You're not here to fail But you're here to prevail

I think I'm lost in this big place Not seeing one familiar face It seems as though I'll never find my way out Not wasting my breath cause no one  can hear my shouts In unfamiliar territory all alone It feels like I'll never get home

I'll be there to help you I'll be there even if you say you don't want me to A friend to you when you don't deserve it Someone to tell you not to quit Pushing you onward to keep your life strong Helping to correct your many wrongs

When you have nothing to lose What is there to do You put it all out there Without regret or fear Unafraid of what others may say Thinking their opinions don't matter anyway When you have nothing to lose What will you choose

A body covered in scars Lying back to look at the stars Wishing to join in But knowing you can't win Blood runs down Smiles turn to frowns Day turns to night Darkness from light Ending it all Seems to be the right call

Death is knocking at the door Your life is at war Losing means it's done Winning mean you've won Death is certainly on the way It's inevitable no matter what you say

Thoughts of death A place of Rest An end to it all The final call A chance to be free Could this really be Your all is on the table You tried but you're just unable To live this life of pain When there is nothing for you to gain Your best was given But you're tired of livin'

Long lost friends turn into new found enemies Everything is forgotten including our memories Only being used for their gain But soon you will learn that it's not a game A learning experience for the both of us To find those you can truly trust Moving on and our paths diverge Hoping soon that again they will merge